I am fat, and I hate it! How can I ever get rid those blobs of fats that dance around different parts of my body whenever I’m in motion?

I have spent the last 2 years trying to lose some of my 84kg load of fats, and by now have lost a total of 3kg! Three miserable kilograms of fats in two years! I like to think I am very obedient and follow every instruction on every weight loss method that I have tried. Exercises, patches, diet plans, diet pills, you name it, I have tried it.

Sure, there were some positive results whenever I started with a new weight loss program, but my weight would just creep back to almost square one after a month or so. I am still only 34, have three kids, of asian descent, but my body sure doesn’t feel this age. I thought asians are supposed to be petite and curvy, don’t we? Instead I feel like I am a gorilla living in chimpanzee land.

There must be 101 reasons I hate being fat, but what upsets me the most is that my second son is embarrassed of me. His friends have been teasing him about his fatty bom bom mommy and he is asking me not to fetch him to and from school anymore.

Another thing I hate is not being able to be involved in any outdoor play with them. Many times I would get breathless and be like a heap of hopeless fats splashed on the ground.

I am now seriously thinking of giving my last shot at another diet plan that my friend has recommended. Apparently, a friend of a friend of a friend of hers has tried this calorie shifting method and the results are impressive.

Haven’t got the time to check it out. Maybe now I should. Will update my post if I ever tried this new diet.

Oh, how I hate being fat!